EMO

well, recently, everyone's around me starts to emo... i dunno why is this happening.. emo cox of their loved ones.. oh yea.. everyone does that even i myself did it.. haha.. but that was last time.. seldom emo nowadays.. i'm in no time of doing that man.. lots of homework awaiting me.. dying.. neway, christmas is jus around the corner and its christmas eve 2nite.. OMG! i'm so excited!~ haha.. psheen jus text me that there's christmas celebration 2nite in wesley methodist church... owh yea! still thinking whether to go or not.. haha.. so, to my frens out there who are emo-ing recently.. don't emo too much cox that'll make u looks older.. haha.. crap.. jus GET GOING man.. lots of fun out there... haha.. MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone! xOxO

what the hell am i doing?

i dn want school to reopen.. i dn want to face the fact that i will be having a major exam as soon as the school reopens.. i'm just not ready for the big challenge to strike me. i hate sitting in front of the study table and study! biology, chemistry, maths, PA.. crap man.. my dad has been pushing me hoping that i would get better result.. yea.. i do make him proud when i was having SPM. i shouldn't have get such a good result during my SPM.. AWHH.. crap.. now, he has even higher expectations towards me which is a real huge pressure to me... STPM is so difficult.. it was not easy like what i had expected.. NO! i'm freaked out whenever i open a book and study... all those biology and chemistry facts just wouldn't get into my mind... wtf.. this thing has been bugging me for so long and i just want to get rid of it as soon as possible! perhaps this gonna be the turning point for my life.. and i seriously hav to think about it... ARGHHH... i'm gonna be crazy... real soon.. i need a breakkk.. seriously..

19th National Lasallian Leaders' Convention

woohoo~ i'm back! 19th NLLC is the best camp i had ever attend! i had learn quite a number of things there...hehe.. i'm more mature now... oh yea.. i am.. met a lot of frens there n i love all of them.. I MISS YOU ALL! haha.. Lasallians ROCK! i was so damn excited the nite before i went to NLLC.. haha.. we went there by bus of course and hav to walk 20 minutes to reach La Salle Centre.. my god, i was sweating like dunno what and the weather was killing me.. Zzz.. alright, den we went out to lunch with a bunch of friendly and crazy ppl.. ahahaha... *drums* people from St. Xavier's Institution... Yay!~ having so much fun and laughters with them.. 6 days 5 nights camp ain't enough for me eh.. i wish i could have more time spending with them.. haha.. workshops and sessions do help us.. and reflection.. brandon hates reflection a lot cox he'll cry.. ahahaha.. no offence brandon.. =P well, nothing much to write edi.. haha.. it's all memories to me now!

i miss everyone in the convention! keep in touch ya! :)

HOLIDAYS!

Woohoo!~ holidays is here... yay.. i should be happy instead... but honestly i'm not.. no difference to me.. no vacation, no fun, NOTHIN... i'm stucked with all those camps and school activities.. my god.. i'm tired to death... i wanna enjoy with my frens.. i wanna go SHOPPING! the only thing that i'm excited about is THE EXPOSURE PROGRAMME AND THE LA SALLIAN CONVENTION!!! HAHA.. not only me who's excited.. i'm sure eve, pou n every delegates that were involved.. we will be carrying our exposure programme in bagan lipas, a fishing village... LOL.. from 30th Nov onwards, i'll be superb busy.. haha., will hav my exposure programme on 30th Nov- 2nd Dec.. Band camp on 3rd Dec-7th Dec... den La Sallian Convention on 8th Dec- 13th Dec.. PHEW!~ hard one for me.. haha.. will update more when i'm back.. yay.. enjoy ur hols everyone.. HAPPY HOLIDAY!

special feeling!~

i used to like you before this and it took me such a long time to forget you... i thought i could forget you but actually NO... you will always stuck in my head.. perhaps i should just let go and i noe there's no ending for both of us.. eventhough i saw you today, i had nothing to talk.... but that kind of feeling is really weird.. you've changed! a lot more from the first time i knew you.. the way you talk and acted were different from last time.. haha.. i don't hav the feeling anymore.. i dun even want to talk to you.. maybe after so many years, i can now fully forget about the past.. live my life to the fullest and forget the past... YAY!~

YOU'RE NOT SORRY by taylor swift

jus fell in love with tis song recently... those lyrics were awesome! wanna share it with you all.. haha..

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around you out

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before...

= Parliament Trip =

laughter is d best medicine!~ LOL

+ US +

me n eveee... :)

*woots* posing there.. haha

woohoo~ we're going to parliament 2day.. haha.. excited feeling came rushing down.. haven been there before.. =.='" so, i woke up at 5.45 tis morning... my god.. i was so reluctant to leave my bed n my comforter... yiks* we start our journey at 7 somethin n reach there around 10... went thru d checking thingy n off we went into it.. haha.. nothin really special in there.. went into dewan rakyat and dewan negara.. Zzz.. sitting there for almost an hour watching them to debate... hmm... sleeping mood coming.. haha.. vennesa has been yawning for almost 5 times if i'm nt mistaken.. haha.. next destination ---> KLCC... going there to hav lunch.. we were loitering around... walking here and there.. haha.. after having lunch, 1 more hour left b4 we're going bk.. we had nothing to do.. no mood to go shopping.. tired n lazy to walk.. haha.. finally, we didi something really funny.. taking pics.. SS-ing around.. haha. we had so so much fun man.. being wit my frens is one of my best moments ever.. u guys rockz man!~ haha.. luv u all.. muaxxie.. xoxo..